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[nice playin with ya'll ::kisses::]
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[28 Dec 2002|02:58pm] |
my son is so beautiful..you should all be jealous. he's amazing. those bright eyes and big smile kill me everytime. and i've never seen a baby that talks so much..he constantly gibbers, which is good. i'd rather have him gibber that cry.
we had originally planned to kick everyone out whenever he was born but now having friends and family here has been a comfort. Chrissy needs here mom here and i understand. we usually get some time alone with the baby at night when he wakes up. he's so cute heee.
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Nickolas Gene Carter Jr. came into the world at 11:48 on Decemeber 25th, 2002. 7.6 pounds and 21 inches long. blue eyes, blonde hair, and Chrissy's vocal chords.
he is so beautiful, i cant even think of the words. he's everything i thought he would be and more. Momma and baby are both sleeping comfortably, and so will i after this. will post more later.
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this is where Nick gets sappy...well kinda.
happy birthday baby. thank you for making the past 3 months the best months of my life. thank you for putting the swing back in my step an the smile back on my face. thank you for inspiring me everyday, for pushing me along and catching me when i fall. thank you for giving me the world. i dont think there is anymore you could possibly do. thank you for helping me breath. i dont think i'll ever run out of things to thank you for.
i love you. i love you so much that i dont think there is a means to measure it. no words to express it. i dont think its something that will ever go away, even long after we're gone. i love you so much that sometimes i think the people around us can feel it too. i hope we rub off on them. thank you for loving me in return. i've never doubted your love, not for a minute.
i love you baby. happy birthday!
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[04 Dec 2002|01:37pm] |
i feel the love. do you?
and regardless of everything i have no hard feelings with anyone. i'm a lover.
i havent done shit for updating lately. so here i'am trying to make up for it. i really dont know what to post about. its the same shit all the time, just a new day. promoting is really starting to take its toll. i dont know my head from my ass anymore. i really dont care either. its good to have Chrissy along with me though. she's a breath of fresh air. speaking of which, we have a REAL wedding to plan. its nothing too fancy, and anyone thats wants to come is invited. just leave either Christina or myself a comment.
Congrats to Brian and Leigh. Baylee is a beautiful baby. i hope we have 10 just like him. the kid has cheekbones from hell. very pretty baby though, very pretty.
and last but not least. i have a gift for you Peanut. i know its late but thats just how i get down. i will give it to you next time i see you. i hope your 21st was all that and then some. you're the best friend i could ever ask for.
ok. hopefully that made up a little bit.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEANUT!!!
i will write a sappy ass post later for you.
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damn, i'm bad at updating this journal. i guess i should get on the ball.
congrats to sarah and eliza. i wish you all the happiness in the world.
i'm seriously considering never leaving here. our plane tickets back my accidently fall into the ocean. woops! chrissy has been acting kinda strange lately. she says its just horomones but i feel like there may be more to it. i'm not going to push it, i know she will talk when she's ready. the beach is here so beautiful. we've been doing sight seeing and swimmine and snorkeling and all sorts of fun things. yesterday was a lazy day. we laid out in the hammock all day, it was very nice.
only 3 days and we have to go home. i love it here but i do miss home too. i miss my friends. kelly and brit, i cant wait to see you all.
but we are fixing to go out into the town and do some shopping. i will try and update again later on.
be safe.
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its always good to have friends that will lay it on the line for you. the facts of life, by britney spears:
SillyCarter: where do babies come from? bad x britty: They come from Chrissy. And only Chrissy if they are yours >:o SillyCarter: they come from chrissy? bad x britty: yes SillyCarter: why?? ::big innocent eyes:: bad x britty: Cause you stuck your wee-wee in her cha-cha *dies*
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guess that i could update hmm?
the past few days have been, i dont know. kinda laid back i guess. chrissy and i have spent alot of time together, which has been beneficial for the both of us. i'm still so damn tired that i cant see straight, all the promoting is finally wearing on me. almost time to take a break from the craziness and regroup.
sorry to anyone who has talked to me the past few days and i've seemed out of it. i'm just zoning,
i have got to go to bed before i crash on my keyboard. night all.
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[08 Nov 2002|06:08pm] |
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i feel like hell, like i've beaten about the head and neck repeatedly, and still i work. i cannot wait to fall into bed tonight. i've been dragging all day long and i'm doped up decongestants. i felt a little bit better after i ate but that went away fast. just want to go home and crawl into my baby's arms and rest. sleeping is the plan this weekend.
Kelly looks HAWT in my sweater. dont hate.
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things are going to get better. i'am optimistic. time to let go of the past and embrace the future, because god knows i have alot in store for me the next couple of months.
i was on leno last night. that was so much fun. i destroyed the table and the couch. dennis miller destroyed the chair. it was fun. i was talking to those little quintuplet boys backstage and they are so cute, a wild bunch they are.
i'm feeling very mellow today. just trying to keep things quiet. i have a new wierd obsession with things being quiet. i dont know whats brough it on. so shhhhhh.......
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[06 Nov 2002|04:03pm] |
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i will not argue with you. i will not fight with you. you dont know the whole story. you dont know anything. you do whatever makes you feel happy, because thats what i'm doing.
and you stay out of any conversations between myself and my wife. they do not concern you, nor will they ever.
you are not as innocent as you come across. i never said i was perfect. at least i dont run from my insecurities. and i dont need to call people out in public to make myself feel better. call me whatever name makes you feel good about yourself.
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FAIRY TALE nce upon a time there has a young FIREMAN named NICK . He was VERY SCORING in the GROSS forest when he met LARGE BRIAN, a run-away SINGER from the FURRY Queen BRITNEY .
NICK could see that LARGE BRIAN was hungry so he reached into his CABINET and give him his TIGHT APPLE . LARGE BRIAN was thankful for NICK 's APPLE , so he told NICK a very HORNY story about Queen BRITNEY 's daughter CHRISTINA. How her mother, the FURRY Queen BRITNEY , kept her locked away in a BUNKER protected by a gigantic ANTEATER, because CHRISTINA was so WET. NICK SUCKED. He vowed to LARGE BRIAN the SINGER that he would save the WET CHRISTINA. He would EAT the ANTEATER, and take CHRISTINA far away from her eveil mother, the FURRY Queen BRITNEY , and RUN her. Then, all of the sudden, there was a SEXY RAIN and LARGE BRIAN the SINGER began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic ANTEATER from his story. FURRY Queen BRITNEY DUG out from behind a SPORK and struck NICK dead. In the far off BUNKER you could hear a SPLOOSH. THE END. Make your own Fairy Tale at fuali.com
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my life is complete, i have been ESPECIALLY fired by Sarah.
watched American Dreams last night. Chrissy insists on taping all my appearances. i think she is making a collection so she can embarrass me in front of our children when they are older for revenge. but doing the show was cool, it was a throw back in time, and i kept the leather jacket so nah!
today has been wierd. i just want to go home. maybe cause the weather is getting colder or whatever. makes you want to stay inside. i hate winter.
PEOPLE WHO BETTER BE ONLINE WHEN I GET HOME: CHRISSY KELLY BRITNEY WILLA LEIGH BRIAN (GET AIM OR I WILL MAKE SARAH FIRE YOU)
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[02 Nov 2002|03:12pm] |
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i'd like to dedicate this icon to Sarah...cause drugs are bad mmmkay?
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[02 Nov 2002|09:24am] |
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the past few days have been, um..interesting to say the least. i think i've been in 5 cities in 3 days. its good to be home now, even though it wont be for long. chrissy and i woke up pretty early. we laid in bed and watched saturday morning cartoons, which is something i hadnt done since i was kid. cartoons are so different now, no wonder kids are so violent these days.
today we are going to look at a house that chrissy found. my house here is great and all but not a place to raise a child. one thats not all tile and sharp edges. so we will see. i also have the urge to buy a car today, an SUV...a family vehicle. ::cringes::
this whole chrissy being pregnant thing isnt as bad as i thought it would be. i thought it would be crying and screaming and throwing things at me, but its been quite the opposite. she has a beautiful glow about her, which she's always had, but now its just that much more. she's extremely affectionate as well, which i'm not complaining about one bit. its cute. she takes that morning sickness thing like a trooper too. i couldnt handle it.
and on a random note, MTV Jams has a video for Kid and Play on..how old is that?
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[01 Nov 2002|04:28pm] |
[because i was the one who wanted to take lance over BUT first off, i never STOLE the character out from anyone...i was told he may or may not be up for grabs so i made a journal today, but then i found out he wasnt so i deleted it today..THE SAME DAY THAT I MADE IT. and yes i made a joke about kicking the current lance, and HI it was a JOKE, because i'm alot of things but a backstabbing bitch is not one of them. i had no intention of "stealing" from anyone, i was misinformed just like everyone else here seems to be. i thought he was free, i made a journal..i found out he wasnt and deleted. end of story. and also i dont play 4 characters, i played 2, one of which i deleted today as well.
i dont want a big fight over this...i have no problem with anyone on here, but really, all the finger pointing needs to be stopped. i'm not gonna fight with any of you but if you want to talk to me civily i'll be more than happy too.
i made a mistake, i'm sorry...thats all i have to say]
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Jam Master J got shot? he's dead? thats crazy. i've been listening to Run DMC since i was a kid. its a shame that one of the founders of hip hop had to go out like that..my condolences to his family and friends.
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[30 Oct 2002|09:58pm] |
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PEOPLE THAT NEED TO COME ONLINE TO ENTERTAIN NICKOLAS:
CHRISTINA BRITNEY KELLY JEN WILLA SARAH ELIZA JIMMY BRIAN LEIGH JC TAMYRA
THAT IS ALL...
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[29 Oct 2002|06:51pm] |
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you people need to quit crying at my album...crying is for wussies k?
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so like, apparently your best friends are supposed to run out on you when you are having a tough time. funny, i thought friends were supposed to let each other unload a bitch and moan and fight. not avoid each other and slam doors, but apparently they do.
i'm not going to lie, i say some shit, and its not always right. and it may seem like its directed towards someone but its really not. it's just me venting.
i love my friend, you know who you are, but it makes me sad that you dont think i'm better than that and that you would run out instead of talking to me and putting me in my place, and giving me a chance to apologize. because i know you understand where i'm coming from..but then again you dont. but i know that i cant vent out my feelings to you anymore..because i have too much in my life right now to walk on eggshells around you. it hurts me that you think my anger was vented towards you, that i cant feel something without you getting mad at me
my friendship and apologies are here for the taking...but its up to you to make that step, i'm tired of being the one who is the asshole just because i feel something...
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[28 Oct 2002|09:49am] |
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last night was..wow. i cant even begin to describe it. i dont think i've opened my heart like that before, to anyone. its hard to be vunerable after you form a wall around yourself for so long. you get so good at keeping people out that you forget how to let them back in. but Christina is persistent. she wears my defenses down a little every day, and helps to realize that i dont have to be what everyone wants me to be. i think she deserves so much better than all of this. she deserves more than i have to offer her.
ok, before i get too mushy we'll move on..there's a time and a place for that ha...
i think Leigh needs to come online and talk to me tonight. love that woman to death, and i cant wait until my nephew is born. Brian needs to decide on a screename and come online too..along with aj, kev, and D.
BUY MY ALBUM TOMORROW. BUY CHRISSY'S ALBUM TOMORROW.
oh, and i recieved a mysterious fruit basket at JIVE today from someone, i wonder who it could be from? ::eyes Chrissy::
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Christina's family is here...good lawd. fun fun times. Mikey smacked me in the head and called me a fat cow and has been crawling all over me since minute one...but he is such a great kid. i really love this family. i could only imagine if our families got together...wooooo....
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[26 Oct 2002|05:52pm] |
[ok so its apparently only Nicks screename on AIM that i'm having problems with because i have no problem using any of my others..where do i go to register a new screename?]
[EDIT: NEVERMIND AIM IS MY BITCH]
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[26 Oct 2002|02:53pm] |
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[can anyone else not get on AIM at all today?]
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ice ice baby...
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TRL today people, watch it.
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[22 Oct 2002|02:25pm] |
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just pushing along my friends page...
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[21 Oct 2002|07:22pm] |
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YOU ARE ALL STALKERS...RAH!
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i'd like to thank these people for their support last night:
Christina - just for being you and for helping me be me Kelly - because no one can auction my shoes off quite like you JC - because you take care of my bitch Kelly Britney - for the Nick Carter Apparrell Fashion Shoot Wade - because you are kool like skool Willa - because sometimes you are just too much ha Kevin, AJ, Howie, Brian - for supporting me through this little outing, but you know you guys always come first Leigh - for making my brother happy Tamyra - CAUSE SHE BE WORKIN IT ALL AROUND
so yes. the show was great. i was sooooo tired afterwards. i had wanted to go out and party but i could barely move afterwards. so i passed out. me and chrissy's albums both come out next week.
BUY THEM
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[20 Oct 2002|09:29pm] |
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WOO I'M SOMEBODY'S BITCH NOW!
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well as far as i know the show for tonight is still on...we have a flight to catch here in about an hour. the invite is still on if anyone wants to come. this is the only show this month so there will be a nice long break for a while, then off to asia for a week or so. my baby will be with me so it wont be quite as bad.
has anyone seen the new Missy Elliot video for "Work It?" WOW. i got to thinking about how i'd like to collaborate with her. then i came up with a list of people i'd like to collaborate with. it is as follows:
1. Christina Aguilera (of course) 2. Missy Elliot 3. Nelly Furtado 4. Clipse 5. Drowning Pool (even though the lead singer died)
and thats the short version. ha.
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christina aguilera + handcuffs = the best present i've ever been given.
( i'am a lucky, lucky man. )
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[18 Oct 2002|11:45pm] |
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woo its officially a party now, leigh_l is here!
despite the circumstances, it is GREAT to be home. i forget how much i miss my family sometimes. my mother is totally doting over chrissy, its kinda funny. my parents love her to death.
we are waiting for dads test results. we are trying to make the best of the wait. nothing gets this family down i tell you. my dad is hilarious.
but must go now...buh bye...
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despite the fact of Dad being sick, i'm taking Christina out tonight for our one month. i know Dad is being taken care of by the rest of my family so i'm gonna sneak her out for dinner and maybe something else. it'll be good for both of us i think, to get out for a bit.
thanks to everyone who has shown concern. it means alot to my entire family. i'll keep everyone updated.
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i've got something up my sleeve, so no visitors to the Carter household for the next few days. it would interfere with my schemeing.
my first solo show is in 5 days. i'm scared as hell. i know that many of you will be there and thats a huge comfort, but its scary. its like a baby taking steps for the first time without someone there to hold its hands. i dont know what the outcome will be. maybe they will hate the show, maybe they will love the show. who knows. chrissy will be there, the guys will be there..and i know i have their support %100. i already had my big freak out so maybe it will be smooth sailing from here on out.
i will be on later tonight..i have a few late meeting and some loose ends to tie up before we head out for asia. so yes, late...
gotta head out now. I love you Christina, see you tonight.
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feeling much better today...yes. last night was just really bad. i seriously thought i was gonna die. my stomach hurt so bad that i blacked out. i woke up this morning with christina sprawled across my back, sleeping. she was still dressed in her clothes she was wearing yesterday so i know she was up most of the night, watching me. i love you baby..
today i plan to lurk so more. i may come on and play tonight. talk to you guys later.
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i will be lurking tonight because i feel like shit. sorry if i cut convos short with anyone, my head just hurts to damn much.
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just wanted to update and let Kelly know that it turns out i WONT be in NYC tonight due to the fact that i feel like utter hell. so the festivities are off, NYC is saved from the insanity that is Nick and Kelly.
i plan to lay in bed all day and pity myself and my poor churning stomach. i've yet to keep anything down. Christina is a trooper, she handles that morning sickness thing like a champ, i get sick once and i'm helpless. she's been dragging me around the house all day and taking care of me. whatever bug i have caught has knocked me on my ass.
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[09 Oct 2002|03:13pm] |
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i think someone should update..yep...mmmhmmm...
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Sarah told me last night that Chrissy and i cant be cutest couple anymore, however we will continue our reign as Fro King and Queen. bow down foo...
i've had waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much sugar today...hfjd hfiurwhfiu hvifuahfcvhfiuhwl!!!
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GIP. because DAMN SON.
Mrs. O is my new hero.
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2 things:
Everyone go say hi to brian__littrell.
and i'm going to be a Dad.
all in all not a bad day thus far...
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FUCKITY FUCK FUCK JIVE FUCKERS FUCKING A.
i knew it was too good to be true. First Jive tell me that "Oh sure Nick, we'll let you off the tour" and then i get a call this morning and what do they say "Sorry Nick, but to fulfill the obligations of your contract you have to do SOME touring, so we booked you a weeks worth of promos without asking you if these were ok..sorry, buh bye!"
its only a week, but still...here are the dates.
10/20 - Redwood Amphitheatre, Great America, Santa Clara, CA - tickets 11/9 - Ultra-Manila, Philippines 11/12 - Chamsil Sports Complex, Seoul, Korea 11/15 - Shanghai Grand Stage, Shanghai, China 11/17 - Shanghai Grand, Shanghai, China 11/19 - Dr Sun-Yet-Sen Memorial Hall, Taipei, Taiwan
AND THEY ARE HALFWAY ACROSS THE FUCKING WORLD I WILL BLOW JIVE UP AND CLIVE AND HIS LITTLE DOG TOO.
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